I've moved on...
smudgi3 @ 6:24:00 pm | Permalink | |
Poor is the man whose pleasures depend on the permission of another.
All it took was one familiar song and a look we shared from behind the back of someone who was sitting between us, and immediately, I could smell his scent and feel the warmth of his arms around my body.
Labels: Dear Diary
smudgi3 @ 11:59:00 pm | Permalink | |
She remembers standing at a corner, against a wall. She remembers the warm wave after wave of sweaty bodies that swam past her. She remembers the deep bass pumping in her veins. She remembers the blinding spotlight that shone on her face. She remembers the endless sea of hands out-stretched, not touching, not feeling. But when she closes her eyes, all she remembers were the tears on her face, the music in her ears, and him in her mind.
For each forgotten kiss
For all the memories
For all the times a look said all we had to say
You played your part so well
A modern Romeo
You came on Cupid's wings and then you flew away
When you touched my face
When you call my name
I'm burned with desire
When you touched my face
When you call my name
I'm burned with desire
But you left me in the rain
For every sleepless night
Forever in your arms
For every hour spent lost in the reverie
You broke your promises
No shame and no regrets
You burned the bridges to an endless mystery
Maybe I need to explain my actions. Maybe I don't.
Maybe I will write again. Maybe I won't.
Maybe she will love again. Maybe she won't.
Labels: Perversion
smudgi3 @ 12:14:00 am | Permalink | |
It's a painful decision to make, but it is one that has to be done.
smudgi3 @ 4:18:00 pm | Permalink | |
I’ve been putting off the really dreary task of writing the Here-are-my-New-Year’s-Resolutions post. It’s now the second day of the new year, and I haven’t even given my would-be resolutions much thought.
Labels: Dear Diary, Insanity, Insight
smudgi3 @ 4:20:00 pm | Permalink | |
"We're going for dinner now," my dad announced to no one in particular. We were seated in a semi-circle around the hospital bed. I, the precious eldest grand-daughter, was sitting on the bed next to my grandma.
smudgi3 @ 10:32:00 pm | Permalink | |
The New Year came early for me.
Labels: Dear Diary, Insight
smudgi3 @ 3:24:00 pm | Permalink | |
I've been travelling quite a fair bit this year, though for most parts, the motive for the trips were borne out of need and not out of want. This has been the year of China for me. Admittedly, China is not amongst my list of top five favourite holiday locations. But since February, I've been to Shanghai twice, Beijing once, and I've just returned from Macau and Hong Kong.
Labels: Dear Diary, Insight
smudgi3 @ 4:51:00 pm | Permalink | |
There are three kinds of people in this world.
Labels: Insanity
smudgi3 @ 9:53:00 pm | Permalink | |